treasure it, before it is gone forever(:

Friday, July 16, 2010 Y

in 7 days time, exactly, 11months and 15 days ago was the time then we all step up and gotten new post, new responsibilities, new start.
starting feeling so lost and trying to adapt.
and now, we're already stepping down soon, handing over our duites to the upcoming EXCOS.
times really flies.
:(
all the best to the upcoming, hope you all will work well with one another and lead the council to a greater height. jiayou.

thegrestestgift(:

8:22 AM

Sunday, June 13, 2010 Y

my dearest onion<3

first thing first, last thurs, went teo heng w the onion(: huiying, mandy, jiaxi, huiqi and michelle.

although, we were quite dead but ya, still fun(:

and ya, they had an advanced birthday celebration for me!(: <3

thanks to my dearest onion<# for everything you all have done, every single thing. super happy and touched. i appreciate it lots! thanks. i love you<3

and ya, they really surprised me! hahah!(:

the process is really funny, hahah! i love it manzxxzxzxx!:D

and ya, i dont want time to fly so fast. really, i hate it man.

but what can i do?

i still have to carry on with my life.

i miss the past damn badly, you know?

what can i do?

what should i do?

what must i do?

hai......

nvm, forget it.

there definitely wont be an answer to this question.

thegrestestgift(:

8:07 AM

Friday, June 4, 2010 Y

i love this scene alot! i love this feeling too(:

thegrestestgift(:

4:04 AM

first week of the holiday is coming to end. fast right! hai.
i expected it.
ya, what to do?
this few days i keep wanting to sleeeeeeep:(
even though i have slept for hours. my body is weird.
going to mr chui's church wedding tmr.
gosh. i dont know what to wear:(
went back for band ytd, and ya.
i
miss... band alot.
miss.... playing my instrument real badly.
miss..... sitting directly under the air-con.
miss...... going in to the store room, taking pieces.
miss........
miss...........
misss............
misss..........
misss.............
the most important thing is, i miss the past real badly.

as for you, i think you have really CHANGED ALOT.
the way you do things, your character and the face that you showed me, etc.
in the past, i dont believe.
but now, i believe.
you made us dislike you more and more, like seriously.
你好自为知。

please learn to be more appreciative and stop taking everything for granted, for god's sake. for whoever that are doing so.
不要把什么都当成是理所当然的。

thegrestestgift(:

2:14 AM

Wednesday, June 2, 2010 Y

today is the collection of report book.
and guess what?
this results is the most powerful result that i have ever gotten.
i cant believe it, alot of people were shock too.
haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii......
i'm really feeling terrible man, seriously.
but i know, no point feeling upset or whatever shit now cuz i cant change anything.
only, can continue to work hard! (thanks ah, BFFL!(: )

thanks dearest BFFL, for comforting me and Accompanying me the whole afternoon(: <3
thanks dearest girl, jiaxi, for comforting me too and entertaining me so that i am occupied and wont think much in the very early morning(: <3

new clique form: the onion<3 ever since 17042010.
will update my facebook soon(: see you all, almost all update le, if not i feel bad. LOL!

sudd, i dont know why there are like 1001 things in my mind..
omg! i dont like this feeling manxzxzzx!:(

there are also tons and tons of holiday assignments for us to finish, within this holiday.

thegrestestgift(:

7:57 AM

Tuesday, May 18, 2010 Y

seriously, i feel like giving up.
but ya.. i know i cant, i must still hang on till the very end.
but after getting the results for the two subjects which i have high hopes on, my heart really sank. do you understand the feeling?
and ya, thanks to those who are always giving me constant encouragement, support asking me to hang on. really thanks,(: thanks for putting faith in me, beliving that i can do it.
and ya, sorry to those who has put faith in me, believing that i can.
sorry i have let you all down super badly this time.
i am really very sorry.
although, i know that my sorry cant change anything now.

and ya, i seriously hate it man, when i get my paper, i just remember nothing, in other words, blank out during exams.
i seriously hate it man,. who will understand how i feel exactly?
when will i be able to go in to the exams venue confidently?

thegrestestgift(:

5:52 AM

Tuesday, May 11, 2010 Y

still left 2days before MYE finally ends.
but so what?
even if MYE ends already, our real battle has still yet to start.
hai.

still left amaths paper1 tmr and Science MCQ on thurs.
after MYE means, mother tongue olevel is coming in two weeks time, and of course june holiday is coming!
but... i must must not waste my june holiday.
and after mother olevel is of course prelims and after prelims is OUR real Battle. so fast right.
but, actually i am rather scared and worried as usual.
but what to do?
and sorry ___, if we have let you down.

对了，我好想回到过去，回到从前。

thegrestestgift(:

4:17 AM